Review of my Life - July 7, 2008

I don't know how to type my feeling right now....it's harsh for me... But I still have to type it out because it's all for my dearest friends who are lost in Christ and don't know Christ. For you guys sake, I type it out.

Before the days I met Jesus, I live in a life which full of darkness. I got no plan for my life, I got no love from my family, I got no freedom in my life, I live like a bullier in my secondary school, a guy that fight all around like fearless.....and hopeless.

I thank God that via Kar Chun, best buddy of mine, bring to me church GA611 on April 9th 2006, which is my birthday, that day is the first time I went to church. I felt peace and warmth, a family warmth which I never felt before in my entire life. Five days later, April 14th, and also Easter Day, I'm once again invited to GA611 for the church activity, I went, and I accepted Christ on that night.

After that night I accepted Christ, it's also the starting to change of my life. I've once asked my grandmother before what if I turn my religion to Christian, what will you do to me ? What will happen on me ? She just answered me,"You are no longer part of my family." Wow I shock, I dare not to tell her after I became a Christian, until the week before I going to baptist, Holy Spirit touch me strongly to tell my grandmother that I have accepted Jesus. My grandmother just stunned there and look at me, and she said,"OK...up to you, but I won't love you that much like how I used to." On that time I'm just feel like"ok...fine...at least I told you" . But until now, I dare to say out loud that my grandmother really loves me a lot.

After 2 years being a Christian, I realize that there is really really a lot of things I have to polish in my life. A lot of things have to learn and a lot of experience I need to gain. But this is all for my own good !! Thank God for all of it !! Because God loves me, so He wanted to polish my life in to a life which can used by Him greatly !! And this is the purpose why 18 years ago, He save my life from DEATH !!!

This is my first time review, I did not even tell this matter to any of my bro & sis yet, because I just been told not longer ago...
What happened 18 years ago !? I dare to say, if it's wasn't God, I won't be here anymore. I've been told that actually I have 1 younger and elder sibling in my life, but they are being ABORT !! And I'm one of supposed to being ABORT too !! But God has chosen me, He has see me while I'm in my mother's womb ! So via God my grandmother knows that my mother is trying to adopt me secretly so she stops her ! Saying that ," You must give birth to this baby." because according to the Buddhist religion, abortion will deserve curse from their so called god. So my grandmother stop my mom from aborting me, and now, I'm here writing this blog.

So my fellow friends !! Can't you see this ?? How miraculous this is !! Firstly God saves me from ABORTION ! And 16 years later God divinely showing up Himself to me and letting me back to His presence, after that God keep on and keeping on training me up in every circumstances !
Can't you guys felt that you are lucky enough cause you had never experience such a matter in your life ? You're lucky cause your mom did never think of abortion, but this doesn't means that God doesn't loves you ! For God so loves you so you now can sit in front of the computer and reading this blog ! So my friends who are still not believe in God or who are totally not enthusiast for God's Will in this generation ! I BEG YOU ! Believe in Him !! Because He is the God who loves you so much, He is the God who change my life, and since He can change my life, He can change your life too !!

Please say this prayer out loud, the Christ blood shed for us!

Jesus I come before You, I am here to say that I want to know you more and please come in to my life. Please change my life Jesus, let Your glory shine upon my life and let me have vision and dreams. Jesus I admit that I've sin against You, but I beg for Your mercy, please forgive me for what I've sin before You. Lord I thank you for allowing me to know you more, thank you Jesus. In Jesus name, Amen