Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind" Matthew 22:37
These all days has been really really searching for a greater breakthrough in my life....I don't wanna live like before...the days I just receive the Lord Jesus Christ...it's useless to live in a life without breakthrough...I WANT A GREATER BREAKTHROUGH...
So seems like these days, the power of the first ever life time covenant I made with God during September year 2007 is coming clear....clear...and clear. Since of this, I do believe this power of this covenant will coming to be MORE CLEAR in the upcoming days...
Why do I repeat like this? Reason is because the covenant I made is I want to concentrate on God and just love Him and no others in this coming 5 years, everything for His sake, He is the always the first I care. Care of what? Care of His feeling, God is kind and mercy, He won't get mad on me, but He will sad and cry because of me. Lot of times I did not care about God's feeling and I even hurt Him deeply as I did something really dislikes Him. I felt sorry for what I did before the Lord. And now, I just wanna say, Father, I LOVE YOU..... So since the power of the covenant is clearer now, I found that I couldn't fall in love with other girls anymore.... During the days, I always flirty and the kind of guy like easy going, just go after on whom I interested on. But I found out I can not do that anymore! It not paralyzed about the feeling, it's not bored, it's just I cant !! Which makes me believe this is the time God want to change me and what I must do now is cooperate with God and let His will be done on me. Amen
Content of the covenant made on September Year 2007:
Lord please help me to know you more as you love me deeply. Lord let me die for your name, but I need to trained up by you Lord, I'm weak and Your name is strong Lord. Lord we make this covenant to stand for 5 years, in this coming 5 years, I want to just simply love You and live for You alone, nothing can separate me from Your love Lord. Lord please train me and build me up like the Apostle Paul, I wanna be like him and Lord if there is permission from You, I want to be more than Apostle Paul. Who cares my body will be saw off by the gentiles one day? In this 5 years, please build me and train me up Lord, use me O Lord God, as I wanna use by You and work with Holy Spirit greatly in my age of 22. Amen
This are the content of the covenant I made with God by myself. No one asked me to do so, but it's my own decision to do so. I saying this not to show-off, but I want to tell the world, I DON'T WANT TO BE A NORMAL CHRISTIAN, NEVER I WILL BE.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
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